New Year Resolutions..?

( Paramore – Brick By Boring Brick - Acoustic Version )

Sure - I basically never do the "New Year Resolutions"-thingy, but... well, I feel like I need some change in my life -- forever and always.

So the first one; I'm going to spend more time with my love, my life (no, not my boyfriend. I'm currently single.), Hanna. You know, the girl on the picture in my last post.
We haven't spent enough time together the past year -- she knows it, and I know it. And I guess it's mostly my fault, because I was so negative about her boyfriend. But, seriously, who wouldn't? She knew him for two weeks before sleeping with him, and then he said that they should keep their relationship a secret. That's not ideal, is it? Didn't think so. But, well, they lasted six months, but lately they've mostly been arguing, so now they've taken a "break". Yeah. Well, I'm there for her.

Second; I'm going to try to forgive some of the people I've been fighting with. All except one, I guess, but that's just beacause she was a complete bitch to me -- threw away our friendship as if it ment nothing to her -- and the wound is too fresh to mend, if you know what I mean.
Lately I've realized that I'm a very unforgiving person. If someone hurts me, I won't stick up with it, and it can take years before I even speak to the being again. I guess that's kind of a bad quality, and that's why I have decided to at least try to forgive some of the people I have to spend my days with.

Third; I know this is a tad cheesy (but well -- life's a tad cheesy), but I'm going to try to lose some weight. You know, lay off the snacks, don't drink so much soda, try to work out once in awhile, and so on. I'm just hoping it won't lead to another eating disorder (yes -- I have a minor eating disorder in my past, which still effects me sometimes). But if it would, I know I have my angels to help me out. All I have to do is ask, and I've done that before.

Fourth; I'm going to stop being such a bitch. Seriously, I won't have any friends left if I keep up this... bitchyness. That's a little part of the forgiving point too. I want to be a better person -- more open minded.

I was aiming for five resolutions, but... I don't really know. Seems like number two is going to be hard enough for me, so these will have to do. TTYS! (Ehehehe... Just kidding. I meant "Talk to you soon"! I don't really use abbreviations.)

xoxo
Twinkletoes

Some of the photo's I take are actually allright, babes!